Note: this is a second third starting of the series… I have posted it and un-posted, posted it and un-posted it again and now I’m posting it for the final time. A woman told me my blog would be more interesting if I posted more stuff about myself so here is some that has been lingering around since Christmas but I never felt really comfortable about posting for real. So here it goes, just steer clear of that un-publish button now.
L’Entrada
One developer, two interesting, beautiful, seemingly single women, unsynchronized holidays, our cool chief and a long-time but still somewhat unknown colleague, an angry grand mother, two unnecessary disturbed parents, an innocent next door neighbor and a beloved car with way to powerful sound equipment. This is a Christmas story like no other.
It was the Friday evening just before Christmas, during the annual Christmas drink of our shop, that something changed in me. Poetically, a long forgotten fire was rekindled. It has been a long time since I really connected with a woman and the last few times I really did she was either not ready to commit, not available or simply not interested. There were women but none of those could live up to my dreams so in the end no real relations where forged.
Now there are two women who are seemingly single. They are both intellectually engaging and I am very curious to find out more about either one of them. There is a small problem though – I know them for, like six months and I haven’t shown any kind of real interest during all that time. I tried to answer polite when one of them spoke to me directly but usually I was happy just to mumble something that might be interpreted as a reasonable answer.
Strangely enough I never deemed myself worthy for neither one of them but a short while ago we had our annual company party followed by the the Christmas drink a few weeks later; both those events made me a different person. Not only thanks to a little encouragement from the chief and a good colleague but also due to the fact that I was finally able to talk to them like myself – even if it was made possible thanks to some helpful beers.
Continues with part II.
Hey Bas! One of my first advices would be – never go after 2 women at the same time. In Russia, we have a saying that a hunter who chases 2 rabbits at the same time won’t catch any. At the same time, I am very glad that u feel a change for the better. As long as u happy with urself – it’s cool. During our company trip we will surely have time to discuss all the stuff we want. I definitely have a lot to say about the subject under discussion.
Can’t wait for tomorrow?? I am not so sure..Hate cold..But well, we will see how it goes, eh? 🙂